Venting.
Today I made one of the hardest and worst decisions I’ve ever made in my life. Because of my own fears and anxieties I dropped out of college without considering the consequences. School has never been my “thing” and I have always hated it, but somehow I always managed to get by. After only a few classes I was completely overwhelmed and felt I couldn’t continue. I now have no where to go and nothing to do. I’m scared to death I won’t get my life back on track and I’m afraid to fall between the cracks. These past few days I have been doing a lot of thinking. Maybe this will be good for me. Maybe it will force me to grow up. I thought going to college and living on my own would do that, but maybe I was wrong. Maybe living home and having more responsibilities than I have ever had and working while (eventually) going to school is what I need. I wish I was a little kid again with not a worry in the world. GROWING UP SUCKS.
